A year ago today my life was in turmoil. But I had a new friend that had been helping me deal with a very difficult time. A year ago today I was sitting in my apartment at Alfred State, watching the news, and worrying about this friend as his home was battered by a category 5 hurricane named Katrina.
I thought a lot about this friend over the time he was absent from the internet. His mother sent me emails letting me know he was ok (thank heavens for Patricia). Over those days I thought about this guy who had taken such a big place in my life over a very short period of time. Mostly I wondered why I was thinking about him so much… and I also thought that I probably shouldn’t be thinking about him so much.
I think I knew even then that my feelings for this man were much more than I had ever intended them to be, and I had no idea what to do about that.
A year ago today Jake was living in Gulfport Mississippi… and he along with his family and friends survived Hurricane Katrina. He made it through that awful storm and told me that he’d been thinking of me too.
Katrina was a horrible storm with an aftermath that hasn’t ended yet. The people in Mississippi and New Orleans are still fighting to rebuild and recover.
I learned though, that even the most awful things can have a silver lining. While I didn’t live through Katrina, my heart was there.
I am so glad that Jake is safe… and that his family and friends are safe. Most of all, I’m glad that we were thinking of each other during that storm a year ago. I was going through my own storm during those months of summer and early fall… and while I know it doesn’t compare to the horrors faced in Mississippi or Louisiana, I do know that Jake was my light at the end of it.