Fadedwords

• First of all thanks to everyone for the positive thoughts/prayers for Willie.  He is doing better today… putting weight on all four feet again.  It’ll be a long road to recovery but I really believe he is going to be OK.
• If you could add to your “good thought” list some for another friend.  Carol and her family lost their childrens’ pony yesterday.  Lulu (the pony) was 29 years old and has been ridden by both of Carol’s young children for years.  As you can imagine they are all incredibly upset and grieving at losing such an important member of their family.
• I really, really want a dryer.
• I had a truly amazing day with Tracey yesterday.  I can’t even describe how amazing.
• I went to weigh in this morning at the gym before I went grocery shopping and…. I LOST 3 POUNDS!!! I’m incredibly excited about this loss and am even more motivated to keep on pushing myself.
• There’s a barrel race tonight and I’m definitely looking forward to it.  I haven’t photographed a show in awhile and I’ve missed it.

For some reason, when I paid my credit card bill this month, it did not go through.  The only reason I know this is because I got a call tonight from them saying my account was 14 days overdue.

I had to pay them over double what my usual payment is to get the account “in good standing.”

I cannot win.

There is only so much disappointment one person can take.

There is only so much struggle one person can take.

There is only so much heartache one person can take.

I reached my quota about 11 months ago, and yet it has continued every month since then.

“…’Cause she’s just the way she is, but no ones told her that’s OK.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster…”

-Jon McLaughlin