Only
i tell you the only truths i know…
about myself,
about my thoughts,
about my feelings,
about my fears.
only you don’t believe me…
i “don’t know myself,”
i “don’t know my thoughts,”
i’m “making up my feelings,”
i’m “lying about my fears.”
i tell myself lies to feel better…
so this won’t hurt,
so i won’t miss you,
so i won’t want you,
so i won’t think about you.
only i don’t believe me…
and i hurt anyway,
and i miss you anyway,
and i want you anyway,
and i think about you anyway.
